i know what i did was wrong to the maximum. im determined to grow from this and change.

i was in my element,

oh i wanted to make a move

but my mouth opened wide, with no words

and in the end, im sitting here, hurt.

its not okay, so i cant say it is

from here on out, i have to stay big

stay strong, and walk forward,

theres no point in looking back

ive lost everything there is to lose

i had this coming, i saw the bad news

marching towards me with a big angry face

yelling and screaming at me,

to put me in my place.

and once i realized its not here, with you

i just sat and cried, because all along

you stood there, and TRIED.

your path is no longer my path

and we separated, just like that.

but in the blink of an eye im the bad one here

and youre right, you never gave me any reason to veer

i always thought i could learn from others mistakes

but learning from my mistakes is really all it takes

lessons in life, are not only learned, but earned

and in the end if im unhappy, then you might as well

leave me here to burn,

but im withering away, slowly as we speak

or as i speak, because youre no longer here

i wish for one last time i could hold you, my sweet dear.

am i that bad of a person? or is this just a phase

oh the stories i'll have to look back on in my older days

the days where we sang together, and you held my hand

where i called you crying, and you would always understand

or the times where i woke up and couldnt fall back asleep

so i called you and you so sweetly told me lovely, lovely things

those days will be remembered, and if i am to perish

then always remember you were the first and only of mine,

that i will always, always cherish.