day 1.

woke up, threw all the items away.
drank orange juice.
cried in my car for hours, thought about a lot...then
screamed at the top of my lungs in the park..
drove to the studio, and slept here.
woke up, and got encouragement from several people.
i got a lot of advice today.
now, day one is slowly coming to a close.
day 1 of growing, complete.

I still have a long way to go, but it's worth it.