webz.

upset at myself for throwing away any living chance we had as one.

sad at the fact that I can't get past the pain i've caused myself.

hurt at the times I felt it okay to push you away and hide.

frustrated at the moments I took you for granted, and saw what was coming.

irritated that I did nothing to stop what was happening, that was destroying us.

confused at the idea of me being without you, forever. after all, we planned on infinity.

wonder at the possibilities and reasons it would take for you to speak again.

hung up at the sight of you with another girl, thought it may be nothing.

forgetful of the moments when my days are busy and malnourished...

full of people that come and go. You came, and went.

Reversing time to fast forward to see what we were to become would have broken my heart,

my heart, as well as yours, is broken.

Hopeful with the fact that one day, i'll finally be okay.

interested with the fact that you, already say you're perfectly fine.

Is it too soon? will it ever be? I have to shift through ideas to find the right words to feel.

to feel what I feel, you would never take your shoes off to step in mine.

I have lost beyond words what I loved beyond words..

Nothing in life is free, consequences are results of an action you most likely will regret.

regret is something people throw around as if it's beneficial,

but really its nothing but hurtful. Save yourself the pain and agony. Yes, agony.

In no way could I over exaggerate my situation.

and in no way could I turn over and smile.

You were everything, and more to me. I miss you so much.

and..I will never live what I did to you, down.