So I did find out

two important people in my life, did exactly what I did.

and guess what? they learned from it, and are happy, happy people now.

I have hope.

When they come knocking on your heart's door,
Choose the one who loves you more.
And when you've found something to die for,
(Make you face all your fears)
They'll be knocking on your heart's door
(Make you face all your fears)
When they come knocking on your heart's door,
(Make you face all your fears)
Choose the one who loves you more.