court!

Even though you're not in my life anymore, everyday I use your advice you gave me.

I love you,

but not enough to have to balls to ever try to speak to you again.

the ball has went out of bounds when i tried to shoot a free throw,

so now its in your court.

today was one of the harder days only because I had to see your face.

Goodnight world,

tomorrow will be a better day.

Oh and here's a song I wrote the other day.

more of a rap than anything else..

well how do i argue with one of the best

wish we could just get over this and put it to rest

but im stuck in the middle 'tween your heart and my head

and if i had a choice i'd just squash it instead

of goin in on it, and forgetting why we came here

i know its hard to see but its killin my interior

slowly eating at my insides, and sometimes

a girl just need a break

even if i forget in a very drunken state

youre in the back of my heart, tightly stowed away

kinda sad i only look to you when my skies were grey

call me the destroyer, the monster, the evil

cuz im tearing up these cities, and all of it's people

you've convinced me i'm an asshole, and that

everyone can see it,

and that im just too fucked in the head to believe it.

you accomplished the art, of tearing me apart

and for any reconciling, please contact my heart

i coulda dragged this out, but i ended it faster

as i gracefully danced around every single answer

and the only one i'll answer to, is myself and my god

put a bullet to my head and cry in every posted blog

none of this was worth it, shoulda worked it while i could

and if it werent for all this lust built up, i coulda had it good

hey now forgive, ness is the key

to perfect harmony, we were so in harmony

until you lied to me, i mean i lied to you

i mean i hid the truth, but whats a girl to do?

when my heart was with two. with two.