Crazy life.

I havent updated regularly in  a while,

its not that I dont exactly have the time I'm just lazy.

Tonight I went and saw Amanda at the hospital in Santa Ana. 

Her baby girl came out so cute. I really...dont see myself ever going through

what she had to go through just to get that human being out of her. But

then again, i'm 19, a kid with a kid=me=no. Later on in life I wont be such a wimp.

Birth is beautiful though, but fucking disgusting all at once. Its badass, but

not THAT badass. None the less Elaina Marie Gonzalez, welcome to this horrible world.

Make the best of it little girl. You will be a champion, just like your mama. I'm sure.

On another note, my family and I adopted a doggie and named her sammie. She's a cutie.

And she is warming up to us quite nicely..

I feel like i've been neglecting my hamster, but I still love her.

Me and neal went to California Adventure this past monday and it was so fun, but we sort of ran out of rides to go on haha and it closed at 6 but we didnt seem to mind after we realized we'd stroll downtown disney. Oh how I'm in love..

Neal made me a journal and it's beautiful. 

Man, I could write all night...Life is insane. And i'm grateful for every breath I breathe.

xoxo-N.